when it comes to money. I try to forget that it exists all the time. i try to pretend like what i do with it doesn't matter. really, it doesn't that much- i do pretty much what i want to anyway.
but a whole day sans cell phone... i think i learned a lesson. things i couldn't do because i had no money:
- talk on the phone.
- call m back. :(
- buy coffee.
i guess that's not that bad. i need to buy my plane ticket to visit n too.
i can't stop thinking about sex. i'm fantasizing about ppl i shouldn't be. and should be. r and i have been fucking like champs.
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he said, "can i be completely honest?" my stomach jumped, preparing. "yeah." i responded. "of course." "i...
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i don't want to love him anymore. fuck. i want to be done. i want to be free of this. i don't want to care that he's with someon...
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of talking to people about my struggles. i just want to make decisions and figure shit out. i don't want to talk about drama anymore. at...
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