that my love for you speaks
contradicting me and my idealism
i want you to be happy
and get what you need
someone who can give you
things that scare me
why waste your time?
i'm too unstable
impractical
wrong
i'm too much
i love you too much
to hurt you later
it might be easier now
even if i have to die a little
i want to give you everything
especially now
when i should be trying
practicality
...
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
7.19.2005
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