for bed, yet here i am.
i am so concerned that I will disappoint myself in the task ahead. feeling a little down about it, i suppose- right now, it seems that everything is so vibrant and alive around me. Spring rises from the ground and blooms in the air, the sunshine turning whiter in the sky and through my windows streaming, illuminating things i hadn't really seen since summer turned its back
the arms of a new lover wrapping vinelike around my body, holding me together, my lungs screaming for boundaries right now
i've been breathing all too hard, looking for oxygen that's been here all the while i've been turning blue
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
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