i am happy with my friend j. i have to say, though, that tonite i was feeling a little over stimulated by the scene- happy dykes/bi wymn, hanging out, loving on each other, together, talking about vibrators and dildos and sex, and damned if i didn't wanna just get down right then and there, tear clothes off and drown myself in breasts and sweat and sighs and beautiful, beautiful pussy.
i have to be careful. i can't decide to not oversexualize my relationships with men and turn around to do that with my friends, my network, my support beams, my team. i love the women in my life, in so many ways- and it's true, that sometimes i love to kiss them, hold their bodies close to mine, make crazy love, but that is only a small part of a larger, wholistic and lovely relationship.
i love you all so much. may we never part.
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he said, "can i be completely honest?" my stomach jumped, preparing. "yeah." i responded. "of course." "i...
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i don't want to love him anymore. fuck. i want to be done. i want to be free of this. i don't want to care that he's with someon...
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of talking to people about my struggles. i just want to make decisions and figure shit out. i don't want to talk about drama anymore. at...
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