it's like every teachable moment is turned into a knife.

something to twist and turn.

how am i supposed to understand this situation when you cannot HEAR me?????????????

how am i supposed to get better at understanding this work when you cannot HEAR ME??

what i needed in that moment:
- For you to listen and hear me and have compassion and an open heart/mind.
- For you to ask questions, not interrupt, get clear on what's happening.
- For you to back me. Believe in me. to encourage me and when you get nervous, back up and realize that we're working it out together.

I feel like Brock's addiction won today.

I also feel like I need to be completely honest with Jeff.