is life and death and rape and birth
and so much all tied up into
a single imaging session.
it's amazing what one pelvic
and transvaginal
ultrasound will do
there should be a trigger warning
i do feel like i need a deep, dark cry
one to release the fear
of the past and the possible future
who has trespassed
and what that impact still
may
be
to
me
are you really still taking my moments from me?
and yet there is strength
i birthed babies
i grew them and nourished them and loved them
inside me
and through that tunnel
they found their first breaths
i did that too
it's not all rape.
it's not all death.
it's not
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
2.14.2019
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