of some crazy constant drama. it feels sometimes like there's nowhere to turn, that i have no respite. but that's not true-- there are stretches where I am thankful nothing totally shitty is happening, that i am getting to be a better person, that i am working slowly and consistently toward a better life.
i have learned so much in the last few days. I've learned a lot about myself. i've learned a lot about the people around me. and it's because instead of running i've rumbled. i've listened to the advice and i've gone to the places that I don't want to go. Instead of running I stayed, but without bitterness, and I was received with love and hope. And honestly. It was refreshing, and terrifying, if I am totally honest.
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
1.27.2019
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