depression, on fridays its elation... is this the way of the working world?
the great thing about today is that I am feeling much more excited about building community and putting myself out there. Unfortunately, I have not been laying the groundwork for success in that area... and of all people, I know that it takes consistent attention to build a solid community of folks that will come out and play and support you when you need it.
Let's see if I can pull it out tonight. Good thing I am also good at not beating myself up if things don't go exactly my way.
all my love...
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
6.01.2007
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