seeing the positive in all situations. i've been stuck in a negative rut for.... years? maybe? and it has really sucked.
when i die, i don't want my thoughts to be: why didn't I allow myself to be happy?
why did I drag myself through the mud every single day?
why couldn't I enjoy putting my children to sleep, one on each arm, singing songs to soothe them?
I want to believe that I put the best spin on life, regardless of how much money was in the bank. regardless of other people's feelings-- about money or otherwise.
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
8.04.2016
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