seeing the positive in all situations. i've been stuck in a negative rut for.... years? maybe? and it has really sucked.
when i die, i don't want my thoughts to be: why didn't I allow myself to be happy?
why did I drag myself through the mud every single day?
why couldn't I enjoy putting my children to sleep, one on each arm, singing songs to soothe them?
I want to believe that I put the best spin on life, regardless of how much money was in the bank. regardless of other people's feelings-- about money or otherwise.
ectomorphing endomorphs burn paper for warmth in asylum beds while wondering where their mothers are no one to help you now the white walls scream not like there ever was
8.04.2016
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
being committed to what I do-- having a passion for what I provide is really important to me. What will it take for me to get more hyped? ...
-
riding home tonite i wondered where all of my neediness has gotten me, where i have ended up, what deep and fucked up hole patriarchy has du...
-
so thanks, i suppose. um. i am learning a lesson here-- what have I done to other people? i wonder.
-
man, rejection is blowing my mind. i'm done capsizing, i'm freezing in the arctic waters. i woke up this morning at six, proceeded t...
No comments:
Post a Comment